Brittle feeling
…clear as glass
Emotion boils
…growing fast
Passion looms
…preceding Hate
Reason flees
…Anger stays
Expanding fear
…Trembling, lost
Tainted memory
…unwholesome cost
Tired aching
…reaches deep
Starves the body
…of restful sleep
Failing expression
…empty recess
Shattered reality
…unsettled rest
Understanding
…retreats within
Once again
…despair will win…
tears do fall, soft like rain,
falling, falling, see the pain?
Where's the joy you should seek?
Through the keyhole I shall peek.
there's the joy in a baby's cheek,
there's the joy I hear it speak,
there's the joy, in a birdy's song,
hear the joy, it rings out strong...
Joy for all that God shall give,
Joy for all that makes us live.
Joy for all the gifts we have,
Joy for all that makes us laugh.
There's joy in every spoken word,
Joy for all we've done and heard.
Joy for the love of the dearest friend,
Joy forever and till the end.
~gaia 2002/01/12
for a dear friend
Broken hearts and dreams do shatter
spare the solace it does not matter
Angry words do beck and call
It hardly matters, not at all...
Drowning in a sea of pain
you can see the faint light far above
growing dimmer by and by
as the damned try to remember love
You'll fall beneath the cross you bear
crushed by it's great weight
But where is Simon, where has he gone
is it possible he'll come too late?
See there? The Lady watches quietly
the other beside her cries.
They've witnessed all your turmoil,
the hurt, betrayal all the lies...
The vision washes over
and wavers in the dark
drowning in a sea of pain
the damned regain some h
over a year ago since my last entry, oh dear. Well I have bean bussy largley doing artwork ironicaly, though i wont submit any of it to DA simply because it doesent really fit in here. So anyways im going to try and oick up were I was though it will probably be a slow start though.... moving back to sweden for summer first of all.
so whats happened the last year? (anyone who isent interested stop reading)
well i have lived in England, moved around here (three different places) why I cant say. I have done a foundation course at leek college, was very ill (recovering from side efects still) well thats largley it doesent sound a lot i know but
school is now officialy over for summer!
hmmm anything else.. well i am now 17.
And finaly all details are taken care of, im going to art collage next year! yay no more social studies for over a year, SOOO happy.
as for art i have stuff scaned in now...if im going to put it up here....well i dont know we will se!
as title says today was one of those days when everything goes wrong.
Im counting the days now only 39 days left until summer vacations! and still way to many tests:( 5 ouer english test next week for example.....so still no time to scan in new stuff....maby when summer starts.